after 14 months of love , pain , misery and suffering
you finally left me
becoz of some upper sec guy who i duno who
why must i be upset over it?
yes , i did cry
alot
until my tears dried up. so? you will never come back to me anymore
why must i be with someone so unfaithful
that you would think and love someone else when your wif me
i know you will regret it. sooner or later
i couden care anymore
i just want to forget u , and move on in life
i stayed faithful for 14 months , just for u
but u din treasure me , yet u loved someone else
i guess its really time we broke up
at least i know , so i wun have to suffer blindly anymore
you will never find someone who will love youu as much as i do
not anymore
your heart changes so fast
your far from mature
you will regret this one day
becoz you din appreciate the one that truly loves you more than anything
goodbye , i will forget you and move on.
after 1 year and 2 months , im alone again XD

why must you do this to me?
i loved you so so so much
i waited for more than a year
why must u torture me like this?
even if u are unfaithful , even if your not serious , even if your toying me
i still gaved you my all
i truly loved you. why must you hurt me so much
i gave everything to you , and you did this to me
why must you be unfaithful? why must you love someone else?
is 14 months a short time? is all these times fake? all our promises , all our love , all our time tgt
are they all fake?
i really cant accept this
im lost
i just dunno what to do
why
just tell me why must you do this to me?

today had my english papers
paper 1 i wrote on the debate one which veh less ppl dare to write
coz the marks is veh unstable n risky oso
paper 2 was not bad , so overall was ok.
after school izzi n amos came over , played fifa 09
quite fun luhsss , taught izzi how to play dota n other must know games
he quite fast learner ehhs
yeah so now gonna study for chinese le
ta ta~


when will u start to appreciate me?
after all i have done for u...
u only made me suffer endless torment and loneliness
if u really think u deserve better feel free to find another guy
i dun need a selfish bitch like u
i cant belief i even waited so long for u
either u treat me like human , or u dun deserve my love at all
becoz , u never truly loved me

Yesterday , went for TEDS in de morning
i so love it :D
dhen brought rachel n nasri to chc wif me after TEDS
it was totally wadd a joke de whole day
hahas:D!!! hahas
they were like cultural shock? hehes
dhen we di siao alot of ppl there , tried to play n make fun of ppl
it was so fun
after service , wanted to go airport to camwhore
dhen followed my cg there
after we ate , we talked n camwhored , dhen went home!
opps , someone asked for someones number! hahaha , i shouden say who. or she will kill me
hahas!!! oh so funny manz


today morning , went tuition
went godma's house awhile
watched the new zhong ji san guo ou xiang ju wif kor kor
quite nice ehhs
went to amk to meet joshua n clique.
dammit , they're always late. went to orchird to find jiayi
i wore my $200++ ed hardy shirt , they were all shocked! hahas
we shopped alot alot for ivy's bday present
we from taka all e way until cni leisure there. haix
we ran from yakpak to eastpak to ed hardy just to find a bag for ivy
finally brought her a limited edition one
took us 2 hours to shop manz... joshua brought a black one too
im so gonna get a purple one , purple just rawks aint it?
went leisure to shop again
saw many many things! hahas
got one very vintage shop super nice sia
we wanted to wear the blazers n camwhore there. muahahas:D
went to btm level to makan japanese food! i had spicy ramen which was super hotttt
i eat until whole mouth redd sia. omfg
went ck tang & lucky plaza tat side
dhen we passed by tat stupid sex shop , fengling say she own one
dhen ask us go in ther , eww its like disgustin luhs
so many ppl in there canz... we dun even dare enter man
hahas! today oso saw many kinds of ppl there oso
got some ppl super gay man , some super obscene wear dam less
hehesss! enjoyed today
too used to going out le , cant help it. hahahahahas
now gotta study lerhs , ta ta~

today school ended veh early for me... or usual for others? hahas
went bak wif baxter charlene chaijing
dhen went makan wif charlene , joyce n chaijing
chaijing dam anti social n emo luhs
coz he duno dem ! hahas
t0k alot of crap
gossipps~ shhhh
hahas:D

went home
dhen used com , dhen saw someone online
someone tat i haven seen in years already...
hahas:D
kinda miss my Last time frens now
gonna study le
ta ta~

after school today , went to run the 2.4 coz i missed it due to syf
dhen hor got one part my shoe laaaase came out... basket
i got stitch somemore durin the run
dam tiring man
in the end got 13 mins,, basket...
nehmind
went bak wif baxter
talked alot...
so someone is not that innocent after all ehhs
haix...
dissapointed
ta ta~

argh.. drama remedial...
tmr have napfa 2.4 run... hope can get below 12 min this time. hahas:D
cracking my brain now on doing the sales kit and marketing scheme.
hope can be up by thurs. jiayous! to myself! hahas:D

emotions cloud judgement
dreams toys reality
feelings triump over logic
so hard to make decisions...
wadd should i do?

cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry
i hate this...
im sick and tired of this
maybe i should change
whats the point of being so faithful...
when someone dont even appreciate u?
i should leave , coz u dun deserve my love
bitch

SYF is finally over!!!!! omg omg omg
hahahs... we did... hmm i shouden say
w8 till the results bahs
it will explain everything
but but
i wanna thank all the cast n crew , not forgettin my asm.
i love u guys a hell lot man. this is my best syf ever,
i think we did our best. a wonderful team indeed.
i realli miss the sec 4s after they step down. i really am gonna miss dem

3 news rules to implement in drama cca
1st - we hug each other to show trust and affection
2nd - we always play true or dare. ( special style )
3rd -we're always a family. disiao anyone of us , we all get u

it is so so fun man
also loads of thx to G and thespian crew.
without them , we wun be where we r today. love u guys so much too

so much huggs n kisses


ta ta~

ytd went for teds
cabbed there when i w0ke up at 8
luckily reached in time
ate mac wif the rest of the squad.
we were suppose to do a scripted scene. i was the director of my group
n the actors are russell , lulu and nadra.
the scene was hilarious
instead of following the script , we did a totally new comedy from it.
it was freaking funny, added alot of er... mature content. everyone burst out laughing like mad.
hahahahahas:D
went to store. helped out , chatted. went makan , homed. :D

tdy wnt tuition in morning
went to godma's house to find kor kor
after tat went to meet ivy they all at hub
went to vivo. makaned , slacked , played , camwhored, do weird stuffs. hahaass
dhen we went clementi for no reason. lols
wanted to go west coast , but nehmind. went hub ate pepper lunch
walked awhile
gossipeed , and walked home alone! hahas
was super bo liao man.
gonna go now
cya peeps
ta ta~

ytd during drama was ohsofreakingfun man! did many crazy stuff in drama
hahas
our actors finally did our 1st kiss scene in pierce!!! omg
but i wun say whos the ones who kissed
ltr they kill me
suppose to be among us only. hahas
ordered pizza again like monday, makan makan makan. shi0k manz
G even said that we can get gold for syf. lucky!!!! if we get gold... i will... hahas
after drama , went wif usual gang to makan at tp. ate kfc. chatted , joked n went off at 8.30
reached home , played , slept.

today was more fun ,
after sch had that miss khai history drama tingy
so had to bring costume. i was in full purple. my frav colour! :D
dhen veh funny oso. i did the scene by startin off wif something ultra corny, everyone fell laughing... miss khai oso. lols!
dhen we pon remedial! got excuse. phews!
she ltr ordered pizza, woots. 3rd time i ate free! pizza this week le. lucky.
2nd time kena blanja by teacher tis week oso,.
tmr shes treating us swensens!!! omg. love it manz
the ice creams freezes my tongue but melts my heart. hahahahahas XD
tmr will be another fun day
gotta play now
i love my life
bye~ loco people
ta ta~

yesterday monday
was a freaking busy day man
had drama remedial immediately after sch
after tat immediately had drama syf rehealsals. hahas mao they all ordered pizza. free lunch!
so nice man. the chicken wings ubber nice luhs. lucky to be sm. only sm, asm n cast gets to eat.
ran through 2 runs of rehealsal in sch
changed in full black
dammit i wore skinnies. so skinny luhs e legs. dhen huiyue say i wear skinny n cardi the body like girl lidat coz got the shape. lols
went to acs barker on bus. chatted wif alot of juniors. hahas
during the tech run. all the crew n asm kena pump. only we all nv kena pump. lucky man
the run through was quite smooth n succesful. i gave the queues ok , it was overall ok luhs
after the whole event , went bak sch, it was 9 alr. we went makan at hub wif
miss pei , mao , russell. wow miss pei treated us eat fish n co. & the bill was $87 man, omg
dhen went down stairs. got a few lian wif nose piercing suddently called my name n look at me
dhen i was like huh? do i know u. dhen they laugh and walk away. wdf can... randomness
took cab wif misss pei she tongbang me bak:D


today after sch had house prac , played captains ball...
er... shall not pose wad happen today
veh unglam... lols
after tat , went to amk hub wif preston n amos. bought godfather 2 just now!! omg super fun can
its seriiiiously freaking nice to play luhs. im addicted to it manz. hahas:D
tmr got goeg n math test gonna study now
ta ta~

ytd went to store at dido street.
helped g paint his house. wow its singapores biggest set n prob store
hehes. i was totally shacked. all blue. hahas
ordered mac. we eat outside the house on the floor , other ppl drive pass looked at us
so kapo can. get a life typical people
after tat , finished up and went to peninsula to makan.
eat ice cream too! dam nice luhs. played lan wif the squad till 11 plus.
hahas:D this time we balanced out the score on cs
woots , second top for both games on ct. good job man
=D
rushed home. we were running like mad at city hall luhs. hahas:D
reached home like... 12.30? so late sia. hahahas
lookin forward to next meeting.
ta ta~


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or do i even noe u? u dun seem to noe me veh well yeah u dun even noe my full name. bitch

today i swear was the most freaking tired day of the month.
lessons was fun:D had drama , english( played whole lesson) and bio. ( slacked)
after sch got attire check. my hair n socks confirm kena caught de
so me n zixian smart. we bluff teacher got urgent matter so can zhao 1st. pon attire check
if not my blue socks confirm tio de lo
dhen meet mrs low for the speech day tingy
went drama after tat. did the rehealsals. scolded many ppl oso. haix...
dhen dhen after several reheasals , finally got the time down in 20 min. luckiezz.
goodjob my actors:D proud of u guys (:
went to change for speech day
wear some stupid european clothing
i look as if im gettin married. wore my fravourite purple tie!! hahs stunned many ppl
dhen the freaking goh was bloody late!!! screw the balls of the innocent
dammit luhs. always fainted sia. had to stand ther for 1 hr... sianz!!!
after he came , everything was perfect. phews~
after tat went find my drama ppl. went slack at indoor. dhen waited till josh ivy they all come out
went mac wif ivy derek they all. hahas:D
did many funny stuff. wun say wadd but its super funny man. laugh until stomach pain
dhen makan dhen wait for joshua amos hongjie jiayi fengling jasmine to come
ivy they all left awhile ltr
so went to sit wif ben grace jeremy shumin
until josh they all came. sat , sang alot of pop songs. until ppl look at us. hahas
talked alot about... hmm... teenage stuff?? hahas:D
i can defer something...jiayi and joshua are meant to be together!!!
i love you both so much much man. next time must invite me to ur wedding hor
one my super goood fren , other my best meimei. wahh i feel so happy for dem luhs
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahas:D
talked alot till 10 plus dhen went bak.
sat bus wif amos. shiokkkkkk
tmr got teds. so cya.
ta ta~

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dammit this morning just on time to sch
but go0d news is... hahas
got 1 sec 1 girl prefect gave the girl infront of me n behind me the green sleep. she nv give me sia
dhen she just smile n walk by. omg so go0d can. super bias luhs they, love it man
so therefore!!! i wasnt late. thx to tat sec 1 girl. hahas. everyone else kena accept me. lucky si0
dhen tdy had super fun lesson. drama n pe
nice combo si0
dhen dhen hor , we pon half the english lesson tdy
during eng lesson sat beside sijia. dhen me n chaijing keep teasing her lo. super fun si0 XD hahas
after sch got drama :D
dam dam fun luhs
we did alot tings tat i shoulden say waddd. hahas
after drama went tp eat wif gaybriel,nicole,russell,mao n sofi body fit. hahas XD
dhen we talking about some erhhmm stuff about other ppl. dhen got one small kid beside
keep lo0kin at us. dhen when we laugh he oso laugh. dam funnie luhs
hahas:D
gotta do hw now
ta ta loco ppls~