Happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me
happy birthday to christopher
happy birthday to me

started wif a wonderful smile:D
however , school spoils up everything
its like so... ewwww
got 3 test today
tmr got 4
drama , history , bio n math
fcuk test man
after sch got stupid remedial
dhen teacher dun let us go early
dumbass
have to make her wait for me...wdf
but happy tht i spent my bdae alone wif her <3

today sch was super slackkk
had , pe , drama , mt , free period , free period.
dam shiokk la , was slackin all de way
i din bring any books at all! woots"D
after sxch , got drama cca
became a narrator fr de sch national day stuff
abit ... ... >.<
dun understand y must drama club do tat lohhs , normallie is pb or sc do de now we tio
haishhhm ,,
the members now oso vehh slack liaos
all very defiance
act knowing consequence la fools
you all tink outwardly showing disrespect to sch n teachers is the best way for revenge??
dumbasses
play smart , tune in the right moment n strike them at their weakest
make them quarrel amongst themself
and manipulate situations that opportunities to empower will arise
understand??...
make calculative analyse before making decisions...

after that went city hall to find han
we cleared funan and raffles place area
things was going very smoothly
a few encouraging response from the bosses and local managers
fun & experience:D


looking forward for tmr
my biggestt day!
goin to spend my bdae wif her alone <3
baby i love yous :D

ok , excited liaos
blushingggg
duno how to sleep tonight
ok , gotta study
cya

tata~

this whole week was very busy
thats why no time post lerhs
exams coming soon then whole week got kanasai test
wdf!?

yesterday went to squad training
learned kendo
it was fun:D
still learning so kinda noob still

after that went watch harry potter
dissapointed lurhhs!!!
my frav character draco is so bloody weak
dammit! i expected him to be so much more evil and sinister
they cut off alot of parts of the show
sad case lo

today doin work at home
studying the process of sociolody

ta ta~

what is knowledge without wisdom?

knowledge is determined by how much one is willing to know

knowledge alone is neutral

however , the way people handle it determines wether it will be used for something great and good or something evil.

the end of our knowledge quest is at the brink of death , dont give up finding about the truth.

theres always a reason why curiousity lives within us , to unleash our fullest potential to discover , explore , adept and appreciate

yoyo , today was a great day
morning went tuition as normal
dhen went to service. today was A.R. Bernard giving the sermon
he preached about the story-

one man was robbed on the street by several bandits
stripped , beatened and left to die
a religious leader walked pass , ignored and went away
another policy maker walked pass , ignored n went away
a young man walked pass , cured the wounded and brought
him to the inn and payed for his bills.

this story tells about people in life
the kena robbed man represents people in need
the religious leader , shows that these people are so inclined with their religion
that they treat others as dirty and keep away from them
the policy maker shows the people who only talks about the situation and do paperwork but does not do anything to help these people
the bandits represent people who prey on others for own gain
the innkeeper represents those who do things only when they are paid to do so
the young man who helped the guy represents those in this world who love others sacrificially and provide for the needy
all these carries the meaning cultural mandate , which one are you?

after service , meet zachary
omg , long time din see him le , he grew so tall
wdf . miss him alot alot
hah , best frens since so young le. hahas tat horny bastard

meet sam , got the contracts
went down to lucky to close some deals
passed down the contracts.

tmr theres school again... boreds me to hell
where can education alone bring you??
if you let ur results take you to wher u belong the rest of ur life
is tat fuxking pathetic?
go jc , go uni. tink u secure future meh>?
face reality , see what the world can offer u lei
u tink wif tis kinda attitude u can get far in life?
u reject knowledge , stubborness , unwilling to accept change
i pity ur ambitions

思念和守候是如此的痛苦

am i lovesick?
i miss you so much
i cant control but to keep thinking of you
you've trespass my dreams
stolen my heart
entered my sub-consciousness
made me weak whenever i think of you
made me feel uneasy
i just miss you so so much
i feel so lonely without you...

我们常常说的爱，是我们真真想要的吗？
这到底是爱，还是习惯？
喜欢渐渐会变成了习惯，习惯会·让我们守候
守候会带来痛苦。
我已经尝试过这种非一般的痛好几次了
被你深深爱这的人背叛
看这你默默的从我身旁离去
只能用笑容来带这你给我的这个痛
真的很难受

我已经失去了自己努力的原因
我已经失去了对你的承诺
应为你背叛了我

现在有了一个新的开始
我能用我的一切来保护你吗？
我成不敢再爱过
应为怕在受伤害
但现在你能带给我温暖吗？
能带给我我要的爱吗？
我已迷失了方向 ，带我会到原点吧。我真的很怕在一个人走下去
我的寂寞谁知到。。。

just got discharged from hospital today
hope can get well soon
if nth wrong , hopefully can go back sch next week
loads of smiles:D
thx guys for visiting me , really touched.
cya all soon!