Saturday, December 19, 2009
i wanna cry~
was talkin to ant just now when goin homeso we were talking about last time all those friends n memoriesi missed so muchthose times were really...i cant bear to leave after january... i dont want to lose anymore friendsall my brothers , i really love u all , miss u allespecially zach... my bestest best fren since so youngomg... now when i think of it i wanna crywell , he also told me not to expect anything from her also...well i know i cant really be with her already since next yri have my Os and im gone soon afteri dont want a long distant insecure relationshipi had that kinda experience beforeit was so painful , just like suffering...well , i will only love you from a distant. i hope she will never find out...tomorrow going kbox with chaijing , junleong , louis. and a new girl called jingtungduno whos that , tmr will find out. bringing them to my church too for candlelight servicegonna be sweet and romanticgonna go sleep now ,adious!
I emo-ed @ 12:30 AM